Wednesday, September 03, 2008
I am so fucking pissed right now.
It didnt help that i failed one subject and that subject happens to be the course that I'm taking right now. Because of that one subject that I didnt pass, I couldnt take another subject because that was a pre-requisite.
Seriously fucked up. It didnt help that it took me more than an hour to log into the portal to do my timetable.
While doing the timetable a note came up and said that with the subjects that i'm taking now i can only graduate the earliest 2010/2011. WTF is that suppose to mean.
It fucking didnt help that i had to call the banking and finance officer like a zillion time before i got through and they said that i should be able to finish my course in 3 years. Then wtf is that notice for. Totally freaked me out thinking that I cannot graduate in 3 years.
Fuck it. I think I should call them back and re checked. I really dont feel at ease now.
And now that I fucking failed my foundation banking and finance module it means that I cannot take another banking sort of related subject and I'm taking marketing now.
Well made me happier in the sense that i prefer marketing to boring bank subjects but it makes my banking degree less credible since i've branched out into something that is not related to banking.
Which brings me back to what i really want to do in the future. With my stupid results and my stupid degree am I really suitable for this job and do I really want to do it for the rest of my meaningless stupid life.
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No fucking purpose, no fucking meaning life.
