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Thursday

After PBF in the afternoon, Kelda and I wanted to check out the notice board on third level to take up some courses cause we have too much free time on our hands and we met Feli in the lift! After like almost a month at SIM this is the first time i met her in school. :D

We went to meet up with Min, Safy and John and made our way to Coronation Plaza on Safy's recommendation and the food is seriously not bad. The sambal chicken that i ate isn't that bad anyway. They were complaining about the lemon chicken sauce not being thick enough and I totally agree with them.

We made our way to Serangoon gardens after that to meet up with Lyn and Char and they were the usual being fashionably late. We went to Ice3 after that and i seriously think that their ice cream is overpriced. Besides the fun part of naming and creating your own ice cream ( they rob you 5 bucks for that and that is not including the GST), the ice cream isnt that fantastic and the portion is utterly miserable.

On a lighter note, we went to have our usual of chicken wings which is still ok :D Life is good again. aha

Friday
Today is awesome. I had lecture in the morning from 830- 12 and Serene and Sam came down from NUS just to have lunch with Ros and me! So nice :D Roseline also being fashionably late came at around 120. We crashed her lecture after that. This being the first time crashing in my whole entire life, its rather fun actually. Her lecture class is so much bigger than my lecture class and i was already complaining about it. We left after about 15 mins and i felt so bad about leaving Roseline behind. :(

We head out and took a cab down to Vivocity as the cast of Heroes was making an appearance. Cast referring to 4 people only though but it was still worth it. Its fun to be crazy and "chase" stars again. I felt so young today. Suddenly i realise my teenhood was quite dry. I didnt go and chase stars like this! Man i think i started too late. I'm like in the last year of my teen and i just started this like now. Darn.

Forrest is going to meet his playdate/playmate soon! :D

After a long week of spending time at the wake, I'm quite relieved its over.

On a lighter note, I got my own laptop already! :D Just got it today and i'm so happy that i finally gotten my laptop. YAY. It meas i can maple again! HAHA.

Forrest is huge now. And he's ultra greedy. He is constantly trying to reach the food on the table. Soon he will be able to reach it without even trying. I dont want to think what will happen when that happens. Aiyeeeeee.

Thanks to all the pals for being with me during the tough times.

<3

At 12 30am, my father told me that my aunt passed on.

She is the one of the most caring and considerate person that i have ever met. Even when she's weaken by Cancer, she tried her best not to trouble anyone even though she's in so much suffering.

She put up a good fight against Cancer. It was a long painful procedure for her and as much i dont wish to see her go, i'm also glad she did.

My condolences to the family.

At 5pm in the afternoon, I was in the toilet getting ready to go for driving lessons when my mum told me to postpone the driving. My Grandma had passed on too.

I think she may have suffered a heart attack at around 3 plus this afternoon. Hers was sudden and she just left.

We went to the mortuary to say our last words.

The Lord took away 2 of our loved ones today. May they rest in peace.

We'll miss you.

3rd week of school and i'm already so sick of it. Oh no. >.<

I want to go out. BUT I NEED MOOLAH.

OH no.

I still need to finance my driving and my dog vaccination/food/spot on/breath bones or pills.

OH NO.

And i have like what. 70 bucks left?

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOO.

And its only 16 August.

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

There goes my savings. -.-"

























Poof.

Wednesday
i went to school for Maths lessons. Only slept like what, 4 hours the day before? I almost slept in lecture and i was sitting in the front row! Goodness. Went home to feed Forrest and my younger sis's friend was in my room using my older sis laptop. Knowing my older sister, man she will throw a fit. And she did. HAHA. She came home early and my younger sis didnt expect that. HAHA. Funny.

I went into my room and sat on the bed, the next thing i know, "PIAK" my bed broke. -.-" SHEEEEESH. I dont know how, i dont know why, i slept on it in the morning its fine. But my bed's gone now :( And my younger sis being my younger sis laughed mercilessly at me. Made me so pissed. Plus she and her friend was in my room i cant even sleep! I slept on the hot couch in the end for like 30 mins and had to wake up and go tuition my cousin.

I love my Grandma. She gave me lots of good food everytime i go there! She gave me a bowl of noodles and my auntie bought me 2 chicken wings to eat :D Totally Fab. :D I finished tuition at 7 and my dad told me then that he could pick me up at 7 so i waited for him. He came at 8 40 and he wasnt alone. Surprise surprise. Thank goodness my grandma fed me. I would have beat the crap out of him -i'm not talking about my dad-

I got so pissed i went home and my mum bought more chicken wings! Good :D I had a chicken wings night. Serene the master of all persuaders, persuaded me to go clubbing-on the eve of national day- and knowing it will be that crowded and i have to go move house the next day, i went anyway.

I met Serene and Sam at Starbucks Suntec, we went to 7 eleven at marina Square to get some alcohol first. We then went to grab a taxi to Zouk and drank it before we went in. Vannie was in the queue with her friend Gloria, and we waited for more than an hour outside. Just as we were nearing the door, they said that they are not selling the ticket anymore.

We made our way to Velvet Dragon cos that was the backup plan and Vannie was on the Guest list. We queue up and so many shitty ass people were cutting our queue. When its finally our turn, they said that the guestlist was cancelled and she said that it was ladies night anyway so just head to the queue at the end - points- THE QUEUE HAD NO ONE AND THERE WASNT ANY QUEUE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE SO WE WAITED FOR NOTHING AGAIN. HAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Its a funny night man.

We went in free entry and 4 free drinks. The music is ok and they have like cages in the dance room but the crowd there is just weird. There was this guy that was constantly hitting into us. He's damn gross man. Serene and Van rebutted by doing the same but aiyooh, Super Funny Sight.

We ended the night in the morning at around 7 am. Goodness. I slept for like 1 and a half hour before i need to go and move house.

Thursday
Reached there around 9 15. We were just doingnothing so i slept there for another hour or so. We started packing up the stuff and my poor cousins and father have to carry all the heavy stuff down from the second floor. Stupid houses.

Moving all the stuff to the Hougang flat made me so furious and upset. The state of it now is utterly disgusting. What used to be my dining room is now filled with the huge altar with my grandfather picture on it. What used to be the corridor that links all the room together is now replaced by another huge altar will all the buddhist statues on it. In the living room where my tv set used to be is now one huge pot where they burn the incense in. The balcony has this Pole with the budda thing on it. The rest of my living room is filled with boxes and boxes of junk. The room is filled with that boxes and bed. Oh. My. God.

Oh. My. God. Oh. My. God. Oh. My. God. Oh. My. God.

I felt so much like crying when i saw my house. The house that hold so many memories for my sisters and it has been reduced to such a state. And it isnt the end of it. Hell, they moved only like what, 1/3 of the house? They have plentiful more junk that they want to try and squeeze in the flat. It is so depressing.

I HATE THIS. My Dad has been working himself to the bones, -like literally, bones. His ribs is visible now. Double eyebag and look like he havent slept in 4 years now.

I wish all this can just ......... ugh.














Fuck it.

The experience at Baybeats cannot be described :D

Aiyee i was so tired today when i went for lecture man. And it didnt help that the lecturer is pretty monotone. Thank goodness he speaks with substance. He explains concepts quite well. So all in all, he's pretty good!

My IBM lecturer is the best out of all though. I dont regret taking IBM even though that's the class that i have no one that i know in and its so awkward sitting there and staring into blank spaces during break but its ok.

Going to school for the past 4 days just show me that i need to buy more clothes. HAHA i pratically wore all the shirts that i usually wear when i go out. sheeeeeeeessh..

I need to make friends with more single friends! Single people please find me! HAHAHA :d

Ok school sucks. The lesson i went for is a bit boring. And i felt so awkward. Give me back my rock so i can just stay under it for life.

Thankfully, the day was saved by my 2 buddies Serene and Sam who graciously ponned their talk to find me at SIM and waited faithfully for 1 and a half hour for me! And being so smart in waiting outside the right LT. You guys made me so GAY. HAHAHA

OH no i have to go to school again tomorrow! :(